Well, I suppose you can say 4. It’s only just begun to be the 22nd, I will let this day play out before dismissing it.
I haven’t written lately because, well, frankly, I feel uninspired. Anything I have wanted to write was less than inspiring, at least. I haven’t felt great about myself lately. I thought it time for an update, though.
I have waited too long to attend CSM this semester…once again(I think), and I have yet to find a job(haven’t really been looking). –I take that back, I have a part time job, I babysit several times a week. And I’m cheap. =) — I don’t really need much money right now though, so no real worries there, I suppose. I just need to start making some decisions…quickly. A new year resolution maybe? Make up my damn mind on what I want in this life, and figure out what steps I need to take…and take them!?
Anyway, I’m trying not to stress about all that right now. Matthew says we will figure it out, and it will be okay, stop worrying. It is “the holidays”, after all (Time for stressing about the holidays! HA).
Really though, I am honestly trying to enjoy time with Matthew, and my family and friends who are off work/out of school and home for Christmas. I finally finished all of my shopping today. (If it weren’t for the fact that two people currently owe me money, I would pretty much be broke, but that’s okay) I am actually looking forward to the festivities and family time and everything “good” about the season.
We got some snow the past couple of days, and by that I mean more in this area than we had gotten since 1996–totally worth it in my opinion, even if my car is lost til spring. Maybe the snow will really last until the 25th-I certainly wouldn’t mind a white Christmas. The roads aren’t too terrible anymore, so only the good parts should remain.
Tomorrow we will be braving the cold again for “Coconut Cake Day”, in the 7th District. Do not even ask. That is the man’s family. =) I could not explain the tradition if I tried. So I have to cut this entry short(not really short though, just abridged?) now to shower and sleep, as we will be getting up at 7 or so in the AM.
Is it healthy though, to brave the (admittedly still icy)roads, 3 days before Christmas, for a 45 minute trip to the middle of nowhere to crack coconuts at 8 in the morning? =P
Like I said, showering then sleep…very soon.